i miss malaysian food.

will be back in less than two months time.

i feel gloomy. cause i'm leaving sydney:(

it might be for good. 70 percento sure about it.

should i continue studying masters? just to get a pr?

but why continue studying when business anyway is not my field of interest.

so why study for the sake of studying.

i am sure there are other ways of staying.

maybe i have been away from home for too long.

always felt most people back home are just superficial.

am thankful to have avoided much drama and gossips for the past 2 years and the half.

people here dont care if i am wearing pyjamas or putting enough make up to make myself a pretty face.

people here care about your personality.

that's the real thing. they are friends with you not just cause you're a pretty face or miss popular.

people are friends with you because of you.

going back home would be burying myself again in all this rubbish people.

i just feel....maybe aussie might be a better place after all.