my first photography class was today.

how?

stress. the first assignment to be handed up next week.

but then again, it's my field of interest.

i shouldn't take it so hard. instead, embrace it.

yes i must do well :)

as lost as a sheep again in jap class.

pepper lunch for dinner was great.

jeannie and i had so much to talk there and i just got home.

haha.

our next planned activities?

slumber party.

the cheap market.

and more slumber parties!

it's been a long time since i spent such quality time with my girls back home.

boy i miss them.

a tart for love stories.

i can sometimes be the lamest of the lamest bitch on earth.

i not only watched 1 but in fact two chic flicks.

and both were awesome.

i called ed. i called the boyfren. the only two guys that i know of that would not mind watching such shows.

these movie producers should hire me as their promoter man :)

a date at the cinemas at 9 dot thirty to watch mamma mia.

awesomeness.

they sing. i sing.

the story?

once there was a young lady.

she slept with a few. got pregnant.

the lil' girl grew and was getting married.

read her mummy's diary and invited the three guys who were her possible dad for her wed reception.

the scene was lovely. setting was in some island in greece. so romantic!

i am so in love with the story.

it really got me hypnotized. mesmerized. umm.. whatever you call it.

but i really want my wedding this way.

i really want a vacation this way.

so perfect. EXCLAMATION MARK!

omg. i can be such a dreamer at times. well most of the time actually.

went home i had time to catch another movie with baby.

it's called love and other disaster.

i think ah yang borrowed it to me.

the story?

a girl living with a gay guy.

in the old city of london.

the whole movie scene was just great.

really reminds me of the days of audrey hepburn. i love her!

anyway..

the girl's always stripping in front of him, which is fine cause his gay.

interesting piece. i really want a gay friend now ;)

what a nice way to end my night.

i am now on the hunt for such movies.

love affair with an 18 year old.

mr. and mrs. cheah had me in mid 1986.

all i knew is that i was their one and only daughter.

rather pampered and spoilt.

always getting over-the-top attention from everyone.

then the year 1990 came.

time to celebrate the birth of my lil' sister.

her name is suting.

i've always loved dolls. my sister was one too :)

always playing with her. and playing with her. and playing with her.

as we grew. i often get annoyed.

we fight like there's no tomorrow.

i always bully her *oopsy*

and she'll always end up biting me.

years of fighting to be the favourite one finally ended.

finally came to terms and that was it. our relationship just bloomed. boomed. till today.

love you..

thank you for always fetching water for me.

to be a shoulder to cry on.

to see me naked in the room. all the time. lol. *i noe it's an eyesore for you*

to allow me to jump on your bed just to tick you off.

you're so cute and you know i'll always be there for you.

love. love.

a big kiss..mmmmmuuuaaahhhh.

delay-ed no.6

location: sydney aquarium, darling harbour.

i have like 200 over pictures but am just too lazy to update more than 20.

so here it is.







jess's fingers.

delay-ed no.5

mui theng's chi mui michelle came from canberra to sydney.

was good to club again after a long break.

delay-ed no.4

cheng kim and xueli's visit to aussie land.

glad to have seen you guys after such a long period.

so unfortunate the pictures didn't really turn out right :(

delay-ed no.3

it was the fusion cruise.

indeed a cheap fare.

but i got conned by taufu.

it was some chinese society shit.

i felt so lost.

mandarin was the common language there :(

anyway...i met with sho mae after that.

glad to have seen her after 2 years maybe?

delay-ed no.2

in the absentees of my boy fren.

off we went to juju's, kingscrossy for dinner.

a little dodgy. expensive. but good food.

i dont know why but i just realised that i'd always take pictures of coke everywhere i go.

delay-ed no.1

this was ages ago during my exam period.

sharon and friends came to visit sydney.

now the headache comes in.

i want to do many things.

i've always had big plans in my head.

yet i fail to execute them.

jap class wasn't as easy as i thought.

am glad that at last after a long time procrastinating i have finally enrolled myself.

i managed to get a place in photography but looking for a second hand manual is so not easy.

am waiting reply from julie's dad if he can get one :(

flash back-ed.

i'm born a whiner. always. will be. a whiner.

flash back.

back when i was in primary.

if i could recall life was jolly and carefree.

small little things like cat fight and who's my best friend were the only small issues to worry.

and i hated my sister back then. she gets the attention more than i do. lol.

but life was good.

secondary.

my neighbour was a boy school.

at that time our sexual innuendo has probably devoloped..THUS..crushes came after that.

the attempts to attract guys were IN trend

and trying to outdo friends to be miss popularwere common.

i was quite a quiet decent girl back then. only known for my straight long hair.

not too nerdy and not too hot.

always thinking of completing school sooner cause studying sucks.

many things that have to be memerozied and growing up, i taught would be more fun.

big girls get to put make up without being tagged hiao.

big girls get to go clubbing.

big girls have total freedom and attract more guys.

and that was what i taught at first.

mom back home was very protective.

throughout highschool my uncle was my sis&i's bodyguard.

there were few attempts on some gangsters trying to kidnap us for ransom.

mom didn't allow internet access for me. she said it was dangerous. haha.

i was quite rebellious then. having to do anything just to agitate her.

moving on to life after highschool.

college was nice. i met many friends.

small conflicts here and there.

studying for me back then was stressful.

so many new things to remember would have been the usual statement i'd use.

clubbing was fun at first till i was restricted by my boy at that time.

insecurities he always felt led me to staying home or being with him.

but life was still good. i needn't have to worry about money.

my daddy was and still the best :)

uni life.

i moved to kl to start uni.

that's when i met more friends.

kl girls were hot.

they wore high heels to uni which came as a suprise.

cause ah may was still a tomboy.

she never liked wearing skirt and would only wear pants.

i've always felt very chubby and fat.

so i'd never be comfortable wearing anything too tight.

baggy was my style back then.

it was there i made a few good friends and they are still right now.

some from pg. and some kl.

elizabeth. peggy. kelly. gino. ting. ben.

life as a student was hard for me because i choose to not remember things.

i choose to hate studying.

so the semesters after the first was just pass. pass. pass.

and then it was time that i'd continue studying abroad.

decision was hard. much were going through my head.

i had one of the best times in malaysia and now i have to leave my friends and boyfren at that time.

shit. but i decided to anyway.

sydney here i come.

it was miserable for the first month.

whining. and more whining.

to make matters worst it was winter and i hate the cold :(

winter made bright days gloomy.

winter made me feel sick and wanting to just curl into my small blanket.

winter made me feel like i needed a hug badly.

i didn't even know what to expect from the land down under.

adapting was this utmost survival.

studying was obviously harder compared to in KL.

and today...

this is my last sem already. i am really happy that life as a student is ending soon...which means no more studying for me..but i feel abit scared all at the same time.

dad has been making me happy with the unlimited moolah. to make sure i dont eat shit and i shop enough.

to be off my dad's shelter would prove a great challenge.

no more enjoying good food.

no more spa and massage pampering.

no more impulsive shopping.

haih...

but looking on the bright side.

buying things with your own money makes you appreciate the something more.

thinking about my future scares me much :(

am really praying luck would be on my side by then.

but then again i feel bad taking a half year off and traveling at my dad's expense even after i have graduated.

nono text me a few days ago.

he's been thinking alot and regretting on abandoning our used to be so strong friendship.

he's always the first person i'd go to in sydney when i had my own love problem.

i'd just cry my eyeballs out in front of him.

and i love listening to his advises.

it's been almost two years here in sydney and much has changed.

even conflict was resolved but nothing much felt like before anymore.

but today...we're goin out on a lunch date.

catch up with where we've left long time ago.

'glad you still remember me. you're one of my bestest in sydney'

oh yeah. jap class.

i attended my first yesterday.

one word...lost. lost. lost.

two words. totally lost.

i have forgotten everything and my tutor mika insisted that i'd be put in beginner two.

jeannie and i were trying so hard to catch whatever mika was saying.

there is no bahasa baku/subtitle written.

it's all in jap.

omg. it's a long time since i've written and i have long given back the language to my former tutor.

and she speaks so fast that i can barely understand sometimes.

and mui theng.

the booby squeezer. the ass grabber. my housemate. the mummy.

she went home today upon graduating.

i am going to miss you man.

my mission accomplish. mui theng cried this morning :)

fye, chio & i suprised her by waking up freaking 9 in the morning, walked under the drizzle just to say goodbye to her.

theng gave me a gift card to shop at jones.

i feel so rich now.

on top of that i still have my myer gift card by my housemates.

love ya and we'll meet up for round two in malaysia okie?

yesterday.

the day before yesterday.

jeannie. 'ah leng. let's go for a coastal walk. from coogee to bondi want or not?'

may.' what time ah babe?'

jeannie. '10 morning meet wor'

may. 'omg. call me la i think i should be joining'

jeannie. 'alright'

and yes we walked for 2 hours plus.

and yes our asses and thighs were aching. lack of years of working out and living an unhealthy fatty lifestyle.

and yes it was bloody windy that i was shivering like hell.

and yes we were starving the whole way. i woke up too late to grab breakfast.

so our only motivation to get there was...........

food. hurricane's.

malangnya. it was ony open for dinner. this is shit man.

and mui theng will be leaving in a few hours.

i made her a drawing+story.

will be passing it to her.

gonna miss the booby squeezer and her big mouth.

haih.....

i saw a couple dancing.

carried away unaware of who's around them.

a love so rusty yet so pure.

and strong.

i've always dreamt of such a love story :)

my movie reviews.

movie no.1:
dark night.

was awesome which i am so sure everyone who watched it would have said that.

and heath. really in the character. he rocks.

movie no.2:
don't mess with zohan.

lame. lame. lame.

movie no.3:
sugar & spice.

a jap one. and the story line? i like.

grandma who's even cooler than us at 70? this is wat i call AWESOME.

the scenery for the set is just breath taking.

movie no.4:
into the faraway sky.

jap again.

on living life in the countryside.

again i like the story line.

might be boring to some.

movie no.5:
summer's tail.

if i'm no mistaken it's taiwanese.

i thought the movie was just okay.

storyline abit monotone.

movie no.6:
GTO. the movie.

i loved it.

it's actually a series cut short to a movie version.

the teacher is just so hot.

movie no.7:
get smart.

anne hathaway is hot. full stop.

lame story.

i think i might have missed out a few movies. cant blame me i am really forgetful all the time ;)

internet is back on again:)

pictures are piling up max.

i really dont know what album name and pictures to put in.

so many events that i have to upload:

jess's sydney trip.

sharon's short stay during exam period.

lishin's birthday (which i doubt i'd put up anymore).

chengkim's short meet up.

a random clubbing night yesterday with theng and mich.

ai vee the emirates stewardess punya one night visit.

the bbq/steamboat night at jeannie's.

the karaoke session about a week ago.

the fusion cruise.

oh god. this is shit. i dont think i wanna come up with so many albums.

haih. i think i might just upload a few and try to squeeze all into 1 album.

good luck to me in selecting the nicest.

i fought with the boyfren today.

my ego can sometimes be sky high.

so calling me soh poh or so hai at the wrong time would just tick me off.

i ran out of his place and went back to mine.

for the first time...well sort of...am not bored at home.

otherwise it would just my bed. the furnitures and the four walls.

i swear it's that quiet these days.

and there aren't internet conn.

tell me how to survive?

i'll die getting depressed cause it makes me think and miss baby more.

lucky i had theng's com to watch third rock from the sun.

one of my favs.

used to watch it on star world.

aroma. the rocks. sydney.

it was 5th juls i think.

they have..cupcakes. chocolate. fondue. coffee. tea. coffee machines. milk. anything sweet. or bitter. nice and shit.

ah kong. ah ma. kids. dogs. cats. generally everyone attended the festival.

early birds roam the streets at the rocks.