of cold feet. & hands.

been sick since tuesday.

road to recovery now:)

i've been hapili/sadli lost for 8 months now.

i think it's time to do something life changing.

and i believe i can.

do you believe in me?

gloom.

everyone around me especially those who are much bonded seem to be confusing me these days.

i can hardly trust anyone.

i feel this way even to the closest to me.

just as i thought i've had a handful of good people on my side, i suddenly lost hold of them.

i dont know why.

the boy weep-ed today.

and this incident confuses me.

just as soon as i was to give up everything silently, you started pouring your heart out like you've never before.

and for the first time we actually listened and..and accepted each's differing explanations.

why now?

i've always wished life would have been simpler/ i'd be a less complicated character..

in my situation right now..all i am wishing right now is to be...

happily lost.