the last thing that i would expect is her bitching bout me.
her making me misunderstand her best friend.
i mean do i look so shallow to her?
that she can't even open up to me.
sadness. i feel.
disappointed i am.
i can never imagine it happening.
i've always treated her so close to me.
i've always truly cared about her.
never have i bitched about her.
and the next thing you noe.
this is it.
i've always thought that i've been pretty good at judging poeple.
it is seldom that my assumptions were wrong.
all my close friends were carefully picked.
never have i doubt her.
a true friend. is what i call her.
it's just unbelievable.
i don't even know how to even face her when i go back.
asking her why was what i did after talking to her best friend.
'anyway, everything's settled' was the reply.
all along making her best friend look like an idiot to me.
when it's all her doing.
may be wrong in judging her and being disappointed.
but i have my rights to be.
she's changed everything that i'd thought about her.
loving her all this while has just been a waste of my effort.
caring for her has jus been a waste of space in my heart.
pampering her is just a waste of my money.
chilling with her has just been a waste of my time.
i just do not feel nice now.
i mean there is no point that i keep it at heart.
i'd probably been at fault.
but i don't deserve such treatment.
for her from the bottom of my heart:
you've made me believe in you.
treated you like my family.
and you just made me fall.
thanks but no thanks for everything that you have given me.
i'd never know and i jus cud not be bothered to know if they were from the bottom of your heart.
you turned to me when you need me.
when you were lonely.
i'd always be here for you.
and for what you have done.
disappointed. the only word to describe how i feel.
