i have neglected my blog for way too long.

i've learnt alot in the whole 22 years of my life.

from crawling. walking. running. jumping.

what's next?

life is short and sometimes i am just tired to follow a pace i cannot keep up.

yes life is short i know.

but in life it is good to take things one at a time.

i just satisfy the needs of everyone beside me all except myself.

i need to really chill out and really do what i really love doing.

i hate being peer pressured all the time.

i'm trying my best not to fall in that genre.

i really want the original me.

i have had my clothes on for many years now.

covering the real me.

and from now on,

it's time to just get naked and unveil the one inside.

why depend on someone when i am capable of doing things myself.

it's a choice that i can make.

after all i am a big girl now.

everything these days are just too complicated.

now i understand why adults are hardly contented.