and the worst part is..

never had i have such a big argument.

super full of emotions.

yet i cannot express myself.

i know what my heart wants and feel..

but to be bombarded with questions and answers that suggest otherwise...

it really got me thinking..

am i just stirring things up for fucks?

there is indeed nothing to argue about. so why argue in the first place?

not understanding the problem is a big thing.

there is no solution...

he say he is happy in this relationship.

i say i am not.

how now?