i was bored.

randoms at home.



when he was forced to put make up. lol.



these were all little things i shot when i was home alone and had nothing else to do.

sad i noe...











it was shio's idea in the first place and i did it for him in return :)



shio

a failure i am..

that's right.

i had big plans today.

to get my own project started with julie and guess what?

miss cheah fell asleep right after lunch and slept her way till 9.20 P.M.

madness. i dont know what happened.

i just wasted my day! just like that.

the oni productive thing to do so late was just to go dinner and watch the guys bang balls.

i still cannot believe it that i slept for so long.

which is why i am so awake right now when ah biii is sleeping like a pig.

i wanna sleep too but i can't.

i'm running out of things to do when i'm bored.

i dont wanna study.

i dont wanna facebook.

i just cannot give a fuck with the upcoming competitions. and that sucks.

why must they have the dates due during my exam period??

anywaysss. i think i am better off sleeping....OR....

i think i need to kacau someone just to poh tin wah chuk.

:)

always intimidated.

i was looking through karen's wedding photos.

and boy am i so easily intimidated.

i wanna get married too!

but i know it's just not right yet.

what that we may think of or feel right now may not hold in the future.

we're still changing and developing to another phase in life.

will he still be the perfect one is see right now say, 3 years down the road?
i dont know.

i am a sucker for love and i really really really do love him.

but thinking bout what the future may hold seems scary all at the same time.

i've probably seen more failures than successes when it came to long term relationships.

we're still babies, eager to learn so much.

there's so much more to learn before we turn mature people.

reality wise there's so many others, probably greater people that we have not even met.

but one thing i do know,

i really am appreciating every moment i have with no regrets.

i am very happy that i have met shio.

moments we shared, good or bad, it doesn't matter.

what matters most is by the end of the day,

it still boils down to being there for each other, through thick and thin and giving more than we can receive.

shio, you're a good soul.

at last my judgment on guys is correct for once.

yes it's true. i was that bad.

love you bii..

cant wait to see you..

fisheye attack!

congrats ah yong!



kenny mai.







lil' ting tong.











the white chick.

i spoke to shiao!

after so many months.

we talk cock for an hour plus till i had to go :(

i really miss you girl and i really hope our plans work out.

i really wanna meet her mid year but i do not have anything in black and white yet so everything's still left hanging.

today was a review on the final exam and i arrived late again.

mr. white chick ter off my alarm in the morning.

shit right.

my last presentation is tomorrow and i really hope it goes well.

ah bii decided to give names to my cameras.

they all sound quite lame though.

froggy the frogeye.

crappy the fisheye.

the unidentical canon twins big ass and small fart.

and holga would be holga?

never knew katherine was working at burberry all this while.

now i can buy burberry specs for -40 percento up to 60.

yippie!

saturday.

knock knock.

mt: ah may ah..come out..

ah may: ha mik?

*quickly ran into toilet*

mt: tada! nice not? tonight wanna..ahem..

ah may: want meh until like that?

mt: confirm la. you want handcuffs not? i got. and oh yeah you told sook foon just grab oni?

ah may: *faints*

what have turn of my girlfriends? *shakes head*

just now.

had a presentation.

our group came in first for the game.

yippie!

but mvs was a disappointment.

just feels very demotivating.

right now.

just waiting for shiao to call.

haven't spoken to her like forever.

and yesh. while waiting for her i'll mind as well upload the pics.

i must do my assignment.

dont drift.

please don't.

friday's the day.

tomorrow will be an early day.

discussions on the group assignment.

and then it is holiday till tuesday :)

got my film burnt into cd yesterday.

45 aus. chao hai la.

oh yesh.

because i suddenly had this obsessions over make up,

i begged chio to be my model. lol.

was funny how he was like ' i dowan...damn pain'

hehe.

but i managed to convince him in a um..forceful way i would say.

pictures will be up.

few nights ago.

we had fun :)

boys and foot ball. inseparable!

so cute. lol.

























kenny mai.