it has been a while.

and i received a call from of all mother fucking person in the world.....

mike.

yesh. it was him.

we spoke alot for a long time.

i was almost carried away. talking comfortably with him. like a friend again. like how we used to.

but no no no. i wont fall for it.

i forgive but i wont forget. and anyway since then i've moved on and i just lost the feel.

and the boyfriend was so nice to understand me talking to him.

'thanks baby'

so the summary of it all?

i assume he had a fight with the girlfriend.

feeling a little lost and guilty of his decision to have dumped such a great ex down the drain.

exaggerated but it seems that way to me.

he wants to turn back.

not that i can't. the choice is in my own hands.

but i love my shio much.

he's someone i see a future with.

he's someone that i want to carry on life with.

and yes i dare to finally say this. i love him forever.

i am practically so used to him.

you're a product of the past and it was only bad times that i remembered.

"if you're jealous, then ask hean to stop showing you my fb!"