aroma. the rocks. sydney.

it was 5th juls i think.

they have..cupcakes. chocolate. fondue. coffee. tea. coffee machines. milk. anything sweet. or bitter. nice and shit.

ah kong. ah ma. kids. dogs. cats. generally everyone attended the festival.

early birds roam the streets at the rocks.

o.m.g.

results came out today.

tried checking it the whole night but kia su people caused the whole server busy.

and that includes me. lol.

a recap of the few sems ago.

i failed in total 6 out of 8 subjects in two semesters.

the reason to semester one's failure:

mike.

i know taking a heartbreak as an excuse is just so stupid but yes it did happen to me unfortunately. haihss...

the reason to semester two's failure:

shio.

i was too carried away and too in love that i missed a final paper and totally left an assessment untouched..which meant that i was totally prepared to fail.

this sem:

honestly. i didn't study much. i got an egg for an assessment for MVS due to plagiarism. i failed the MS assignment. and i only had a pass for the MPS individual assessment.

and the final results are:

IM. Distinction.

MPS. Credit.

MVS. Pass.

MS. Pass.

i was rather impressed myself. not flattering myself but i've been having nightmares and praying hard to just pass.

but if it isn't the boy friend i would not have studied as effectively.

it's hols and i haven't been out of the lovely sydney.

called ang ku out of randomness the other day and he is up the mountain snowboarding.

very tempting but no thanks. jap class is just next week.

and it's just too late to make plans like that.

i know i've planned earlier to go melbourne but i had many things to do and friends were here.

so i cannot leave sydney.

and am praying hard to get a place in photography class.

pictures will be up on my holidays in sydney.

i haven't been uploading my new pictures on fb.

just too lazy. and just too many :)

i'm am awake officially for 24 hours now and i doubt i'd be sleeping.

i'm so awake now anyway.

will be out with jess, julie, jeannie at 1 p.m.

time for shopping. i've been a good girl and i deserved to be pampered.

my recent hunt:

bare back dress.

an analog cam.

gladiator sandals no? (i think it's just a one time hot item and then out in the next season).

more momijis :)

chanel flap bag. i don't think i'd get it soon. dont have the moolah you noe. it's bloody $3070 aus! suck blood.....

me and my chunky necklace! until now cannot find.

days ago i wanted to upload these _ _ _ but all thanks to the kura kura connection.

warning: this post may be inappropriate for readers who are camwhorephobic.

just to let you know...

home is great:)

i've finally accepted that i am not as happening.

the hype to club or party or whatever has dieded off.

the once 'i anything oso on' sumay has finally tamed down.

i see people me age party even harder as they grow when i feel so dead and bored.

would just sit down. stoned. and thinking why the hell i was even there in the first place.

being a true malaysian, who'll blame anything but not themselves, that's me.

i really think it's the gloomy weather.

i've been anticipating for a very interesting holiday, sketching plans after plans to do and see what turns out of the bloody plans?

i think they're all to be put on hold.

i cant go melbourne yet till the sister comes back.

and no. i'm not going to hawaii anymore.

doubt i'm snowboarding. the snow will freeze me!

by the time i wake up it's already dark. and cold too.

where am i to go then?

sad. sad. winter :(

so glad baby is back.

the end to my sleepless nights:)

i know i sound like a big chicken. a fact that i admit.

i woke up this morning crying to baby.

i must have been very tired these days.

the baby has just won footie!

yippie.

congrats ah bii.

i played remy and won above 10aud.

might go for a shopping spree tomorrow :)

god bless mr. cheah.

baby's already in brisbane for footie comp.

i'm so not used to sleeping alone :(

anyway two movie reviews from me:
sugar&spice

a japanese movie.

on love and having a grandma that rocks.

may be abit corny to some but the movie pleases me well enough :)

meet the zohan.

by adam sandler.

it's about the israelis and palestinians.

funny but too lame.

not worth watching at the cinemas.

good luck in footie ah bii!

it has been a while.

and i received a call from of all mother fucking person in the world.....

mike.

yesh. it was him.

we spoke alot for a long time.

i was almost carried away. talking comfortably with him. like a friend again. like how we used to.

but no no no. i wont fall for it.

i forgive but i wont forget. and anyway since then i've moved on and i just lost the feel.

and the boyfriend was so nice to understand me talking to him.

'thanks baby'

so the summary of it all?

i assume he had a fight with the girlfriend.

feeling a little lost and guilty of his decision to have dumped such a great ex down the drain.

exaggerated but it seems that way to me.

he wants to turn back.

not that i can't. the choice is in my own hands.

but i love my shio much.

he's someone i see a future with.

he's someone that i want to carry on life with.

and yes i dare to finally say this. i love him forever.

i am practically so used to him.

you're a product of the past and it was only bad times that i remembered.

"if you're jealous, then ask hean to stop showing you my fb!"

his numerous attempt to draw a heart failed badly.

and i couldn't write the 'e' in time.

but it was a good night.

and spain won :)

the baby left for brisbane to play football this morning.

as predicted he missed his flight and had to pay more instead.

LMAO.

i am not sure if i should be excited yet or anything but am so looking forward to the snowboarding trip end july.

we even spoke of a boat trip in spring.

really cant wait to strip to my bikinis then. haha.

reporting on last sunday.

me and the baby experimented on some stuff abit.

am displaying it next :)