missing times.

i am supposed to be asleep now.

i have a date at 11am with the photo lab to get my films washed.

my mind will not rest thinking of my friends back in malaysia.

i really miss them dearly.

life has only a forward button.

those yesteryears high times will only be kept in the memory compartment.

i have changed much in these years.

even my appearance has.

from the girl who always look young to a grown lady who is now going through some pre wrinkle crisis.

yes i am only 22 and i already have wrinkles here and there.

my skin used to be clear. well in my term of acceptable to pimples popping and they have their seasonal periods.

i have learn to adapt. my group of friends have changed much during my two year stay in australia.

i haven't seen shannel for a long time.

we've drifted along the way but part of me thinks that i should still give it a go to our friendship. again.

some people might dislike you but i believe that you have changed for the better.

they're talking about you because of their resistence to change what they have preceived earlier.

i am ready now for our lunch date.

and i love you too. it's good to hear from you. really.

i haven't seen liz for a long time too.

i feel bad for not meeting up when i was around malaysia.

blame my ignorance.

so much has changed and i know i have so much to catch up.

i wished i can press a rewind button to relive our happy moments.

i really hope to see you more often when i get back.

i know you'd be busy working your arse off and time playing an important factor would mean less time meeting up.

but i really hope our high times will be revived when i get back.

love you always.

thank you for the happy moments.

it was one of the best times.

i always playback at the back of my head. wished we were back then.