i know very well mom and daddy will ask me to travel after i graduate.
half a year break just to tour.
all expenses covered by them.
i feel bad. and why so?
1. i was supposed to graduate a year ago.
2. i'm 22 and still living comfortably under my parents' shelter.
3. i can be impulsive if i want to and thus would not stop at the second count of a minute just to think.
4. i choose to be shallow minded thinking money still grows on trees. and daddy is a rich man which is so not true. money spent at this rate i'm afraid reserve will run dry.
5. daddy. my daddy has endured not little and has gone through much of his whole life. it's time for him to kick back and let his elder daughter do the job. give him the best life.
6. i cannot imagine anyone at my age as lucky. there are money crisis from time to time but i know dad has a soft heart. he wouldn't even allow me to be left with 1000 in my bank.
and therefore the conclusion is i am a naive daughter.
i chose to be and still want to live life a bed of roses.
born that and i always wished life would have gone that way and not the hard way.
seeing much of the real world doesn't seem all appealing at all.
i am a tough girl but i have fears as well.
i am afraid i wont be able to live up to my current lifestyle. what i want i get.
there is no NOs from my parents but yes sometimes from mummy but eventually she'll just
close an eye.
we girls- jeannie jean, diane and julie had this conversation on our career path in the future.
i really want to make it big but not too big to overshadow my hubby.
just successful at the correct dot. but how? am i capable of?
i dont want to depend on people my dad know or i know to get one.
i never respected those who het easy ways in but that's really reality.
in malaysia is not what you know.
it's always who you know.
sad to say but working life works this way.
half a year break just to tour.
all expenses covered by them.
i feel bad. and why so?
1. i was supposed to graduate a year ago.
2. i'm 22 and still living comfortably under my parents' shelter.
3. i can be impulsive if i want to and thus would not stop at the second count of a minute just to think.
4. i choose to be shallow minded thinking money still grows on trees. and daddy is a rich man which is so not true. money spent at this rate i'm afraid reserve will run dry.
5. daddy. my daddy has endured not little and has gone through much of his whole life. it's time for him to kick back and let his elder daughter do the job. give him the best life.
6. i cannot imagine anyone at my age as lucky. there are money crisis from time to time but i know dad has a soft heart. he wouldn't even allow me to be left with 1000 in my bank.
and therefore the conclusion is i am a naive daughter.
i chose to be and still want to live life a bed of roses.
born that and i always wished life would have gone that way and not the hard way.
seeing much of the real world doesn't seem all appealing at all.
i am a tough girl but i have fears as well.
i am afraid i wont be able to live up to my current lifestyle. what i want i get.
there is no NOs from my parents but yes sometimes from mummy but eventually she'll just
close an eye.
we girls- jeannie jean, diane and julie had this conversation on our career path in the future.
i really want to make it big but not too big to overshadow my hubby.
just successful at the correct dot. but how? am i capable of?
i dont want to depend on people my dad know or i know to get one.
i never respected those who het easy ways in but that's really reality.
in malaysia is not what you know.
it's always who you know.
sad to say but working life works this way.
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