you know now that i am so happy.

at least i have something to look forward to everyday.

i know being single you may not as much tlc from someone special.

but i know my friends.

they are here for me and they love me much. *i hope so*

haha.

i thought ending things with mike may make me lifeless.

i'd be of black and white.

and how i'd still be in my shit hole being depressed still.

but nope.

it was just as easy as coming out of it and that's it.

over and done with.

going out with guys.

not feeling guilty over anything.

and having so much fun.

saddest: am out of control?

nah.

i know my limits.

my principles.

they're the one keeping me on the correct track.

i may miss the times when i have to report to someone.

but how life has never been so wonderful before.

am not tied up.

i feel more like a bird.

and now,

i see so much to life.

than just life.

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