last night.

event no.1

vildon brought his puppy out.

we sat at darling harbour.

talking like the usuals.

stuff under star over the moon.

whatever.

mm.

i picked something interesting last night from him.

message in the water.

that was interesting.

i asked him.

is it important that a guy has that certain maturity in him?

i told him that was important.

i didn't want my relationship to be going:

'yeah my girlfren's hot and i like sports.

and she kisses well. yada yada yada'

so it is.

i wanna to be able to learn in a relationship.

i don't want my relationship to just be about sex, love, hugs and kisses.

i look for a deeper meaning.

yeah.

was a great night.

and his pup!

damn fucking cute.

took alot of that vain lil' bitch.

planning to kidnap pixie anytime soon.

irresistible

:)


event no.2

i spoke to ling.

we finally understand each other.

we remain friends.

he say he still loves me.

i asked him to walk away.

i feel really happy now.

being single.

i wanna be care free again.

to party without boundaries.

to do what bitches do without feeling bad.

to have many dates again,

keeping your option open.

but yet of course.

i know my limits.

missing the old times.

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