he loves the new sweater ;)

yippie.

for the first time today i finally held my books and actually read.

i know it's quite unbelievable but my concentration level didn't last that long anyway.

i oni read like two and the half chapters.

i am so bored!

i need to study. i want to do so many things. and i wish exam's over.

shi bai....

i was at star just now.

i know i shud be studying.

um...but i am really not in the mood :(

bet 100 on roulette and i lost..

initially mister white chick was like

'dont worry bii. i win back for you k'

being his usual tidak apa attitude he just simply flick the chips on table.

which ever number the chips have landed on would be the number he'd be betting.

and it worked.

he gave me a good luck chip and ask me to go for it.

'24'

'wah biii..if kena 24 ma damn good lo'

'wont wan la. i simply wan'

*the dice dropped*

dealer says:

'no.24'

omg.

but in the end the boyfriend lost out of greed.

haihss..

and boy am i excited for the holidays.

i know my exams have yet to start but i am so excited already.

plenty of hands on stuff.

am falling back into artsy stuff which i have no time at all since last sem.

i know i had summer break but i just didn't have the inspiration to draw anymore.

but no worries. i am back to my artsy track.

i even made a list of nonsensical stuff.

how silly ;)

jane's going back to singapore. have a safe flight babe.

thank you people :)

it was about 8 something and i was supposed to be ready for star.

due to my ever efficient time management i was only ready an hour plus after that.

shio kept rushing me and also pursuading me for remy at chew's first.

we took a cab to chew's then.

buzzed and went up.

*knock knock*

*door opens*

'happy birthday to you....happy birthday to you'

and the lights turned on.

how schwweeeet...

i was rather shock. shit.

never saw it comin'

thank you guys and yes the cheese cake was AWESOME.

love you guys and you made my day.

sean. i forgive you. you didn't give face cause got assignment.

'ah biii. sorry i was man chang just now. didn't know you were rushing me cause everyone was there waiting. lub'

flying fish, jones bay.

it was a pre-birthday celebration at flying fish.

reservation was at 6.30 and we were still putting on make up.

so i changed the time to 8pm.

we sat tram to star city and as soon as i was at the casino oni did i realise that my passport tak ada dengan saya.

what to do? wei chin had to be my boy fren to enter.

and yes we escaped security. thank god.

and then it's off to the entrance on the other side to get a cab to the jones bay wharf.

taxi driver dont wanna send wor. say damn near by.

so we walked with our high heels and yes my feet already hurt even before that dee..

and did i mention it was raining too??

tiu mo...

by the time we finally arrived at flying fish which was on the very far end of the pier, we were all abit wet and our legs felt like shit.

thank god the place was well above my expectation.

great environment..came with great price too, 320 aussie for 5 person.

yesh. i belenja-ed.

we were camwhoring every place that were worth snapping including the toilet.

*how sampat right? i was rather embarrassed too but it's not that i am gonna return the second time. lol*

i thought the ladies' was cool.

the cubicle is trasparent. turns frosted when someone enters.

went casino after that and won half the bill back :)






free milkshake :)



foony using her hand to eat. lol.









my john dory.

my days so far in the land downunder.

my life is so dead at times.

so i decided to come up with a few projects of myself.

i decided to take my photography skill to another level...

ermmm...meaning instead of always taking random stuff when i'm out i decided to come up with a few themes.

so everytime before i go out white chick must say which number he likes.

so say, if he picks no.2 and no.2 so happens to be lines,

then whatever pictures i take, dont care what, most must be related to lines.

which i feel makes it easier for me rather than going out everyday and not knowing what to snap at all :)

i've got pictures from lines..words..to lights... but i still more of them before i get a solid album.

and oh yeah today is just not my bloody day.

went to uni for one last class...

got my assignment back which i oni failed by a couple of marks.

i cannot believe it. i mean yes i did it the day before but the assignment is not that difficult!

i asked him why he marked like that or like this.

and all he could answer me is:

' i minus your marks for grammatical errors and you did not summarize your articles well enough.. and some are not acedemic writing'

WHAT THE HELL?

hello!...it's reflective essay!! why cant i use i think or i feel...

and i got minus mark for not putting in the page numbers!!

when shio needn't have to...

what kind of marking system is this..

everyone in class fought with him anyway.

joelle went:

'thank you but you are so rude'

and she walked away obviously frustrated.

and he wouldn't even listen to you. he just thinks he's right and he wont look through it to evaluate.

i mean what kind of lecturer is this?

anyway fuck it. final's shouldn't be that difficult.

haha. just need to convince myseld you noe.

pictures right below...

enjoy ;)




thanks for the shot glass peter. using it for edwin's tea ;)







'dong bo'





lines. haha. but it just didn't work out nice.haihsss.





the hiao po.







poppy pepperoni!



autumn to winter. i dont like.





this one didn't work out too :(

it's av mode sort of...but focusing more of the background.

idiot you ah yang...

;)

a shoptart and sick...

as much as i crave to shop

having to have done plenty of research on what to buy....

i have to stay home! i am sick!

and i have been sick since saturday.

i cant do anything accept to lie in bed with my beloved news source the white apple box.

this really sucks. there goes my self declared holiday.

i think i really need to head to the docs to get myself check out.

been getting mild headaches and it's quite annoying.

anywaysssss..

i am like so into Sean Cunningham!

his dresses this season are so awesome.

just love them.

so colourful.

so long..............................

so gorgeous :)

yesterday's recap.

was online for the first time after a decent absence ;)

spoke to a couple of long time no chat ppl.

and it was ah yang and kelly.

kelly is comin' sydney to visit me! then probably melbourne to find ting.

i miss you too girl.

and i was also very happy to talk to yang.

i missed him too long. hehe. white chick is okay with that i hope:)

ah yang wants to get a jersey for me. for free!

planning to buy him a lacoste t in return.

and little miss peggy called yesterday too.

boy i miss her too....

as usual being herself which i find very funny sometimes.

she's grown alot since the first time i knew her till where she is today.

talking so loud at the lobby till the guard went to her and soal siasat her.

haha.

hilarious gila.

she was like bloody banning me from buying my favourite chanel.

but i am so bloody tempted.

dad called too yesterday telling me how much he misses me.

and saying that the american ppl wasn't happy with the company's qc thing.

he got me really worried.

i really feel bad. and yes i really really do for spending money like water sometimes..

he's always worked so far to make sure i live comfortably.

i feel very disappointed and spoilt. princessy.

just imagine how luxurious my life is in australia except the fact that i do not own a car.

i eat out all the time. i shop all i want and i'm staying in one of the most expensive apartments around.

apparently jackie chan owns a penthouse just a level above my unit.

i feel so bad and there is no bloody point just complaining and not do anything.

i am so sorry daddy. i love you alot.

and i really dont wanna disappoint you at all.

you had big dreams for me and ting.

and yet many times we' ve let you down.

i'm so sorry. i feel useless myself.

i should have followed my passion.

it was truly a mistake and i am already in my finals that makes it even less worth it to take a whole new course.

this is really shit. i cannot believe it. please i hate feeling guilty and all fucked up.....

i was bored.

randoms at home.



when he was forced to put make up. lol.



these were all little things i shot when i was home alone and had nothing else to do.

sad i noe...











it was shio's idea in the first place and i did it for him in return :)



shio

a failure i am..

that's right.

i had big plans today.

to get my own project started with julie and guess what?

miss cheah fell asleep right after lunch and slept her way till 9.20 P.M.

madness. i dont know what happened.

i just wasted my day! just like that.

the oni productive thing to do so late was just to go dinner and watch the guys bang balls.

i still cannot believe it that i slept for so long.

which is why i am so awake right now when ah biii is sleeping like a pig.

i wanna sleep too but i can't.

i'm running out of things to do when i'm bored.

i dont wanna study.

i dont wanna facebook.

i just cannot give a fuck with the upcoming competitions. and that sucks.

why must they have the dates due during my exam period??

anywaysss. i think i am better off sleeping....OR....

i think i need to kacau someone just to poh tin wah chuk.

:)

always intimidated.

i was looking through karen's wedding photos.

and boy am i so easily intimidated.

i wanna get married too!

but i know it's just not right yet.

what that we may think of or feel right now may not hold in the future.

we're still changing and developing to another phase in life.

will he still be the perfect one is see right now say, 3 years down the road?
i dont know.

i am a sucker for love and i really really really do love him.

but thinking bout what the future may hold seems scary all at the same time.

i've probably seen more failures than successes when it came to long term relationships.

we're still babies, eager to learn so much.

there's so much more to learn before we turn mature people.

reality wise there's so many others, probably greater people that we have not even met.

but one thing i do know,

i really am appreciating every moment i have with no regrets.

i am very happy that i have met shio.

moments we shared, good or bad, it doesn't matter.

what matters most is by the end of the day,

it still boils down to being there for each other, through thick and thin and giving more than we can receive.

shio, you're a good soul.

at last my judgment on guys is correct for once.

yes it's true. i was that bad.

love you bii..

cant wait to see you..

fisheye attack!

congrats ah yong!



kenny mai.







lil' ting tong.











the white chick.

i spoke to shiao!

after so many months.

we talk cock for an hour plus till i had to go :(

i really miss you girl and i really hope our plans work out.

i really wanna meet her mid year but i do not have anything in black and white yet so everything's still left hanging.

today was a review on the final exam and i arrived late again.

mr. white chick ter off my alarm in the morning.

shit right.

my last presentation is tomorrow and i really hope it goes well.

ah bii decided to give names to my cameras.

they all sound quite lame though.

froggy the frogeye.

crappy the fisheye.

the unidentical canon twins big ass and small fart.

and holga would be holga?

never knew katherine was working at burberry all this while.

now i can buy burberry specs for -40 percento up to 60.

yippie!

saturday.

knock knock.

mt: ah may ah..come out..

ah may: ha mik?

*quickly ran into toilet*

mt: tada! nice not? tonight wanna..ahem..

ah may: want meh until like that?

mt: confirm la. you want handcuffs not? i got. and oh yeah you told sook foon just grab oni?

ah may: *faints*

what have turn of my girlfriends? *shakes head*

just now.

had a presentation.

our group came in first for the game.

yippie!

but mvs was a disappointment.

just feels very demotivating.

right now.

just waiting for shiao to call.

haven't spoken to her like forever.

and yesh. while waiting for her i'll mind as well upload the pics.

i must do my assignment.

dont drift.

please don't.

friday's the day.

tomorrow will be an early day.

discussions on the group assignment.

and then it is holiday till tuesday :)

got my film burnt into cd yesterday.

45 aus. chao hai la.

oh yesh.

because i suddenly had this obsessions over make up,

i begged chio to be my model. lol.

was funny how he was like ' i dowan...damn pain'

hehe.

but i managed to convince him in a um..forceful way i would say.

pictures will be up.