always intimidated.

i was looking through karen's wedding photos.

and boy am i so easily intimidated.

i wanna get married too!

but i know it's just not right yet.

what that we may think of or feel right now may not hold in the future.

we're still changing and developing to another phase in life.

will he still be the perfect one is see right now say, 3 years down the road?
i dont know.

i am a sucker for love and i really really really do love him.

but thinking bout what the future may hold seems scary all at the same time.

i've probably seen more failures than successes when it came to long term relationships.

we're still babies, eager to learn so much.

there's so much more to learn before we turn mature people.

reality wise there's so many others, probably greater people that we have not even met.

but one thing i do know,

i really am appreciating every moment i have with no regrets.

i am very happy that i have met shio.

moments we shared, good or bad, it doesn't matter.

what matters most is by the end of the day,

it still boils down to being there for each other, through thick and thin and giving more than we can receive.

shio, you're a good soul.

at last my judgment on guys is correct for once.

yes it's true. i was that bad.

love you bii..

cant wait to see you..