from lamb.

lamb came to visit the family today.

he's a man i honestly respect.

and looks at his age to die for.

anyway, back to the point.

he showed me his points in life and wished i would be inspired,

'be responsible for your actions, for the actions are being made by you, bear consequences from the actions of your own'

it's very relative to his situation all the time.

we were talking for a good whole 1 hour.

and i wont forget what you said.

i wish dad has half your coolness which makes my dad a way cooler person.

it's not you waiting for the opportunity. yes i noe.

it's you in search of the gap. the opportunity. to grab hold of it. i know.

see where you want to be 10 years down the road & then map the road that leads you to your ideal state.

but what if i know my ideal state, but am just scared that along the way, there are just too many dead ends to be met?

i'm sure everyone fears it like i do.

not talking bout ordinary being jobs.

we're talking bout the big bam.

what if i dont make it one day.

i'm just paranoid. that's all.