my days in few shades.

considering that i've been bumming,

i've been a lost sheep myself.

at first i was quite enthusiastic of looking for a job.

and was quite ready to join the workforce.

but i thought..allah wait till grads over only start lah...

4 months later..

i was practically bored to death and i wanted so much to work.

i was panting and stressing to look for a job.

and with no resume to begin with.

what a smartass i know.

kan cheong for a week looking for a job with only a separuh done cv.

like damn fuck right.

and the most fucked up part is..

i've decided that maybe it's not time to work yet for now..

which means i still want to bum!

i know i am damn lame.

one second this. another minute that. later another hour this.

was talking to a few close friends.

wah lau eh. kena kan kao kao.

'so in the end you are stress for nothing'

'yeah hor'

like serious seriously. i dont understand myself sometimes.

maybe like what angku said was correct....'maybe you're just plain lazy'

it's true.

no matter how indenial you are. sometimes the truth just dont lie. it's the obvious.

all i know for now is i need a long break and i still haven't gotten enough and yes it will never be enough.

but no matter what i have to get something done instead of just waiting for someone to knock on my door.

or get my talent(s) wasted :P

i believe that i can overcome my disease. for being a lazy bum.