i wish he would have been more sensitive.

or been less lazy.

and i really think it's not too much to ask from a guy.

if such small things cannot be achieved.

then is it even worth worth to give all my precious time to such a relationship.

yes i feel happy.

but there are certain things that i have to learn to let go.

no matter how much i feel i should accept one's flaws.

if the other party is not striving or at least trying to make the other happy what's the point then?

i noe i am not perfect.

but at least i am trying my best to maintain and also improve my relationship.

i dont my relationship to be a stationary boat.

i want a relationship that takes me sailing forward.

takes me to beautiful places that i can remember.

and not just staying on the same spot doing the same thing over and over.