i know it is a bit weird.
but whatever my sister's friend said, she had all the answers circled.
10/10.
she said:
1. you have many friends. but you have problem trusting. you you'd rather have one or two to keep.
2. you have a boyfriend. he's given you a ring. but you choose not to get married. cause you dont think it's the right one?
3. shopping is your companion. money is the source. spend drift!
4. people just fall for you because of your eyes. your eyes speaks.
5. some secrets of yours are to be buried. away from your boyfriend especially. it was a bad past and you don't wish to turn back. fear he might not accept.
6. why worry in the future when more money would flow in.
7. you have good intentions in you. shouldn't you just loosen up abit?
8. your parents love you. and they're the best you can ever have.
my sister's friend could tell me all this just by looking at my features and my drawing.
a few days ago i was just blogging about how i felt about the boyfren.
i am abit scared now.
i am not ready for a lot of things.
and beginning to doubt if i should still continue.
i cannot live without him. just yet.
but something just feels so wrong.
perfect but not yet.
but he is a god damn refined man.
i mean which boyfriend would do laundry for you.
which boyfriend would cook for you.
and..and..clean your messy room.
and dry your hair for you.
and pays everything for you.
and wash the dishes.
they were all my duties but i just couldn't be bothered.
i want to be the princess.
and no guy should treat me lower.
and after thinking, it's not him who is the problem.
it is..me.
and yet i still find reasons to pick up a fight.
it makes him tired. and i am too.
he even told me:
' my ambition is not to become a househusband'
in times like this, i just feel like i don't have anyone to turn to.
it's really the obvious that it's my own bloody problem.
maybe i'm just to egoistic.
or a stuck up...
or too demanding..
sigh...
what should i do?
but whatever my sister's friend said, she had all the answers circled.
10/10.
she said:
1. you have many friends. but you have problem trusting. you you'd rather have one or two to keep.
2. you have a boyfriend. he's given you a ring. but you choose not to get married. cause you dont think it's the right one?
3. shopping is your companion. money is the source. spend drift!
4. people just fall for you because of your eyes. your eyes speaks.
5. some secrets of yours are to be buried. away from your boyfriend especially. it was a bad past and you don't wish to turn back. fear he might not accept.
6. why worry in the future when more money would flow in.
7. you have good intentions in you. shouldn't you just loosen up abit?
8. your parents love you. and they're the best you can ever have.
my sister's friend could tell me all this just by looking at my features and my drawing.
a few days ago i was just blogging about how i felt about the boyfren.
i am abit scared now.
i am not ready for a lot of things.
and beginning to doubt if i should still continue.
i cannot live without him. just yet.
but something just feels so wrong.
perfect but not yet.
but he is a god damn refined man.
i mean which boyfriend would do laundry for you.
which boyfriend would cook for you.
and..and..clean your messy room.
and dry your hair for you.
and pays everything for you.
and wash the dishes.
they were all my duties but i just couldn't be bothered.
i want to be the princess.
and no guy should treat me lower.
and after thinking, it's not him who is the problem.
it is..me.
and yet i still find reasons to pick up a fight.
it makes him tired. and i am too.
he even told me:
' my ambition is not to become a househusband'
in times like this, i just feel like i don't have anyone to turn to.
it's really the obvious that it's my own bloody problem.
maybe i'm just to egoistic.
or a stuck up...
or too demanding..
sigh...
what should i do?
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