sinking. for sure.

you know what's the hardest?

to actually let go of someone you love.

i dont think so but i am just feeling it now.

everything's just not right.

the only fucking pathetic option left is to let go.

hurting him.

hurting her.

she sits down everyday.

regret is what she fears most.

but does she have a choice?

no.

no matter what.

this is her only choice.

she cries because her heart can't speak.

sad and miserable is what she feels.

disappointed and torn.

is what he feels.

she feels sorry for what that have been done.

but it's probably just too late.

she's probably cut his heart too deep.

and she never meant it.

because she truly loves him.

the one that she craves for.

the one that she can never get enough of.

the one that she wants to see when she wakes up in the morning.

the one that she would long for his tender touch.

the one that she wants to feel his lips against hers.

the one that she wants his face close to hers.

the one that she needs his hugs most.

and most importantly.

his amazing love.

that's what she needs the most.

but she knows well that it's all over.

and she shouldn't be bitched about it.

she told herself.

she should just toughen herself and just let go.

for he is not meant for her.

and he hates her much.

and that she's not a girl worth being loved by a boy like him.

so it's time for her to just move on.

take them as memories. good and bad.

take them as the most perfect smooth sailing journey she has taken.

if she had only one more time.

to just say thank you to him.

for his true passionate love from the bottom of her heart.

the end.

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