pixie pics.

foon. me. theng.



joy.



chew the birthday boy.



tulang pork ribs.



mr. white chick and i.



was at UN Sydney.



jeanie.



i find this picture cute :)

the birthday boys.



buttered button mushrooms?



wei chin.



hurricane's overrated pork ribs.

but it's really that good.

just hate queuing up to get in.

i must be so in love with doing assignments these days.

promised alot of updates but i haven't updated for a long time too.

no time! the boyfriend is always around.

i suddenly miss khad much.

haven't caught up with her yet.

thank you for the cigs. owe you for that man.

i didn't know that this is tiesto's last bloody tour or so that i heard from eddie.

sad that i missed the one in sydney.

shit shit shit. big mistake.

thought of attending other raves instead of his cause he always singgah malaysia.

haihs.....

finals' coming and i am not prepared as usuals.

tonight we plan to do assignments which is suprising cause assignments' are usually left till the last minute.

anyway, i shall update events that has been happening since ah seong's birthday.

event no.1:

ah chew and nono's birthday at hurricanes

met old gang there. some people i sort of 'fan min' with. *oopsy*

dinner was good but too bad am not that fond with pork ribs.

event no.2:

Graduation

i oso want to graduate!

*sobs*

should not have failed so much.

cannot imagine me failing 5 subs in 2 sems.

pretty amazing that i just walked out..

haihs...

event no.3:

UN Sydney by Choc City

Party organised by MASA.

the white chick was doing assignment so he could not attend.

went along with sean and the rest.

i am not sure if i still have the hype for clubbing anymore like how i used to back in the younger days.

i was feeling high then sien then high and then sien.

maybe cause the white chick was not there.

apart from these stories i have lots of mini ones.

but i think they are better explained through pictures i suppose.

mmm. i think. i think i'd be uploading them soon.

one more snap to finish my film and i can wash the rest together.

oh yeah.

yesterday's phrases:

from me to chio:

'yummy yummy'

from chio to the dominos fler:

'vai la?'

chio wasn't even helping.

i could barely control myself.

it was a good last night.

'you're such a lamer. but i still love you' , may.

happy birthday ah seong.

so it was ah seong's birthday last saturday.

i took such a long time curl my hair and get all dolled up.

"hey bii. come la let's go"

and i was like set la. make up so nice d. hair oso so nice d.

off we left the house.

"ah..ahbii. y we stopping at yong's place?"

"watch football ma. we go there at about 11 something la. chill first"

WHAT THE?

limpek already damn excited that all the girlfrens are at sharks dee..then suddenly must watch football.

ma hai la.

and up we went to yong's.

sat there watch those little men running across the green field just to goal the bloody ball.

not that it is not nice. but honestly i prefer watching the highlights on you tube than to watch the whole bloody match you noe.

hailat la.

i was sitting there. watching. and watching. and watching. and watching.

in the end result oso lan lan.

chelsea 2. mu 1.

everyone lost their bet. hehehehehe.

by the time we reached sharks we have already missed the bday countdown.

anyway it wasn't that much fun there la cause everyone was drinking and high.

and i was like..."camera la will be my entertainment tonight

and yes alot of pictures we took.

everyone were camwhores i tell you.

i am too lazy to just upload the pictures now.

back to assignment!!!

shit man!!!

i've been feeling so demotivated these days.

i so want to do so many things.

i dont want to waste my time not doing anything and just bumming around in the city.

these sucks.

it's been a long time since i've taken my slr out.

i want to take nice pictures!!!

oh forgot to mention.

i went to melbourne last last tuesday.

hell it was nice there.

but honestly...i didn't do much sight seeing.

in fact none! lol.

was just around city meeting so many people.

wished i had more days there.

uncle crowne damn mean. he took 1300 aus away from me :(

since the melbourne trip joyce and i have sort of.. mmm..

became closer. glad that we put the past behind.

i am also quite tired of disliking people or getting annoyed at the smallest thing.

everyone's not perfect.

all it takes is just to close one eye.

and that's what i've been doing.

which really makes life alot better for me you noe.

stop worrying bout things.

try not being too sensitive really helps alot.

after all sometimes there's just this much that you can do.

okay. this is so random.

i think teh boyfriend's been too laid back.

like as in lifeless.

i dont know if it is because of our life as business students are pretty much too routined or what.

he doesn't want to eng siu me even when i suggest to go somewhere out of city you know.

ci bai ah.

but i still love you idiot.

time to do my assignments!!

i want to stop the procrastination.

it is so hard unfortunately.

HELP!!!!!

i've been dead bored at home.

my eyes cannot bloody shut eventhough i am extremely tired.

and what does this lead to?

1.command + r in facebook.

add people la. write on old frens' walls. look at people's pictures!

2.shopping online.

i already bought so many clothes and i felt so bad cause wan ling has to bank in to so many companies.
so sorry babe.

be kaypo and read about people's blogs.

laugh at people's english. go gaga on those photographer bloggers' pictures. update on news in malaysia.

i'd do anything and everything.

except....

studying!

shit man.....

i am so bored at home man....

oh yeah.

baby's friend adrian called last morning.

his brother passed away.

and as i was saying i've been quite an ah '8' reading people's blog, i actually knew it earlier la.

but it is such a small world that shio knows him too.

in fact during the recent trip back to malaysia they played alot of futsal together.

the saddest thing is he is only 20 and there's still so much ahead for him.

but at least he is in a better place right now.

read on his conditions too and even if he were to be alive am not sure if life will ever be the same as before for him.

rest in peace andrew.

i know i suck.

i know i have been so lagged behind to have kept my blog updated.

too occupied with some other things.

i wish i have been attending much more classes.

i should stop procrastinating.

there's so many things that i really wanna spill right now.

they're just all in my small little brain.

to think about where to start is so shit.

hehe.

will get back to the blog later in the afternoon.

have to arrange my thoughts.

till then.

it took me so long.

i miss my friends like crazy.

especially those back home.

you just dont get as much time to meet you noe.

you hardly see them everyday.

and it makes you appreciate every little bit of it that make up your relationship.

these days i have been more distant from someone.

she's a best friend. or maybe used to be.

i just lost the touch.

we're probably not doing anything to maintain the relationship.

i have my own priorities and she has hers.

we'd probably never balanced any of it well enough that we took each other for granted.

i do miss those times and everything seemed different these days.

i rarely share with her.

hoping things would still turn out okay.

eddie's comin' tomorrow.

i know i haven't been that much close to him.

during a recent trip back, we just clicked.

a new friend found. sort of.

used to see him around all the time but we just never did speak much.

grateful and happy to have bonded.

on the list would obviously be goin' shoppin'!

cant wait.

chuc mung nam moi in vietnam.

it's been a while

summer was good.

am in for another semester.

back in sydney again.

i miss daddy and mummy alot.

my ah tung is all grown up and in melbourne now.

trip to vietman is um...

not too interesting?

it was just okay.

it wouldn't be that bad if weren't for the bloody tour guide and getting all sick after that.

sydney on the other hand is abit sien.

that is why to star city every night is a must.

just to win a few puluh is just as satisfying.

alot of pictures to be uploaded but i couldn't be bothered to.

am more into photography these days.

it was great taking pictures in vietnam.

and you just feel so lucky seeing the way they live life everyday there.

not all but most of them are still living in poverty and it's an eyesore to see all this.

people like me on the other had feels very ching kam sometimes.

always never feel contented.

it's bad i know :(

second thought i might not be prepared for india. just yet.

i have to work tomorrow.

fark.

baby shio sleeping noisily.

how cute.

love you baby.

was just thinking how cute he was the other day.

was typing my journal for amr when baby called me half way when he was asleep.

'baby. baby..i love you soooo much'

he kissed me.

and 'pop'

he went to sleep.

dead asleep.

hehe.

just now.

i went home to look for my tax file.

saw a few of my bank statement.

the money i sent to the bastard.

really reminded me of the most valuable lesson.

haih.

hitting my dreamland soon.

i have to work!

in the morning!

bloody hell.

kesakitan mata :(

i wanna thank baby.

so sorry for being OA in the morning.

so sorry that you have to stand me goin all man chang.

thank you very much for being so patient with me.

and sending me to the clinic.

love you baby.

was a confirmation that i have an eye infection.

baby made sure i have my eye drops every hour.

so nice of him.

doctor was apparently malaysian.

told him i worked at this malaysian place.

he sounded very eager to try this restaurant out.

haha.

had a small halloween party just now.

no one dressed up which was not suprising.

everyone drinking and having happy sessions.

was in my room most of the time.

watched a thai movie.

mmm.

not that it was too scary.

but i admit myself i'd be scared if i have to sleep alone tonight.

heading to dreamland in a while.

just made baby sugar cane drink.

i know baby's tired.

thank you again.

lub.
doctor was apparently malaysian.

told him i worked at this malaysian place.

he sounded very eager to try this restaurant out.

haha.

had a small halloween party just now.

no one dressed up which was not suprising.

everyone drinking and having happy sessions.

was in my room most of the time.

watched a thai movie.

mmm.

not that it was too scary.

but i admit myself i'd be scared if i have to sleep alone tonight.

heading to dreamland in a while.

just made baby sugar cane drink.

i know baby's tired.

thank you again.

lub.

today.

saturday.

our break day.

a new assignment to begin with tomorrow.

shit to desu.

we had a session of camwhoring today.

lovin' it.

love you baby.

my hot stuff.

the precious one.

assignments unfortunately has been killing us.

god.

baby. i wish i have more than 24 hours a day.

i wanna spend so much time with you.

working tires me out.

and i really miss you during my working hours.

you're the best that have happened.

i know i can always say this in every relationship when you're in love.

but with you.

trust me.

i mean it.

you're the ultimate perfect one in my terms.

loving you too much.

haha.

mmuah.

on the 21st this month.

happy anniversary baby.

now i know how they feel.

i've never been a very particular person.

but after being a waitress,

i totally do understand how much mafan ness you have to go through

especially when you come across fussy people.

was a busy day at work today.

met one too many of these dawgs.

lucky shirley was there working too.

not forgetting chew and sean to have helped us out as well.

baby left phone at home.

was a bit frustrated.

he did not answer his phone.

then it came to my realisation tha he might have left his bimbit home.

was missing him the whole time during work.

kept checking my phone for any text from him.

but he never did

:(

he could have at least used ric's to call anyway.

went back to his'

specially made tong yuen for him though i was abit pissed.

was rejected pula at first.

what the?

haih.

and i am not finished with tfs.

fark that shit.

i'd be waking up tomorrow to do it i guess.

too tired right now.

i want a massage!

note to baby shio:

sorry if i did throw baby tantrums on you.

i dont mean to.

but i was already so tired at work.

i'd always try to text or at least read my hp whenever i'm free.

just a text using ric's phone wud not kill.

at least put your self in my position just now.

i was so busy.

but i kept trying to call.

anyway love you.

hope you understand.

too many pecks a day?

at last i have time to blog abit without baby's knowledge.

he's snoring like a pig now.

and he's so cute :)

yesterday i ter kam tong.

baby woke up earlier than me.

and he gave me so many pecks in 2 hours.

not that i pretended to sleep.

but i cud feel it.

opened my eyes a few times.

how many guys would be as observant as him?

how many guys would be so willing to blow dry your hair?

unless he's a hairdresser maybe?

amazing love showered on me.

i love you baby shio.

will be off to fish market in a few hours time.

then it's working in the evening.

yay.

more money coming in.

good night.

am gonna hand up my bloody assignmnent a day late.

haih.

baby shio's sleeping beside me.

i feel so happy.

i see him like 24 hours a day.

well almost except when i'm working.

but i some how still miss him much.

a great guy at heart.

but i know i am one lucky girl.

we've now been together for only almost a month.

but we've always felt that we've been one a long time.

i love you shio.

and i really mean it.

not forever but for as long as i can.

sleep tight baby.

waking you up in a couple of hours.

mmuah.

shio. my baby.

he makes me bread and nutella.

he loves me we all his heart (i supposed)

and he deserves my love.

i love you baby.

i know i haven't been spending time with my friends.

no one but shio.

but i hope they understand.

we're still new.

and we really love each other so much.

and he's one of the best gift ever.

i'd never ask for more.

here's one for the boy i <3

god will always be fair i supposed.

just when i thought i lost the person i loved most.

probably god was just hinting he was a bastard.

every effort i put in previously.

i never got anything back in return.

not that i was always hoping for something.

all i wanted from mike was to appreciate me.

but he never did.

but shio.

it's a different story.

anything done for him.

he'd thank me.

he's love me like there's no tomorrow.

his eyes' so full of shit that he cant even see that my face is actually ugly.

this is what i call love.

anything that i invest in this relationship right now is so worth it.

i probably think that shio is not in the acting mode because this relationship is still new.

i do believe that he's a very nice person.

and for that he deserves my love.

i love him very very much.

it's so worth sacrificing for this pretty boy.

he never fails to tickle my heart.

my pretty boy.

you can see we're bollywood people ;)

i wanna wake up everyday right be side you.

with love.

may.

they just come and go.

i am not depressed.

but i just feel sick of those around me sometimes.

they're just around you cause they need you.

when help not needed anymore,

*poof*

they just walk away from you.

just like that.

i have feelings too.

i don't know man.

i just get so sick with people of this kind.

alot of pat kua recently.

since going out with shio alot of people been talking.

single oso you all say hiao.

now got boy friend dee still let you all cat.

what the hell? you all to free is it.

i mean i have my own life and i never bothered bout what others' up to.

but eventually i kena juga.

aiiiiyooooooooo.

am gonna go back and boil the bamboo thing in a while for baby.

miss him.

he's playing foot ball now ;)