big spender.

my feel: title and registration by death cab.

biotherm set. $110

zu boots. $100

zu wedges. $70

fairy wings. $6.50

icon charity by industrie. $30

match alike lighter. $2.99

kimono sling top. $19.95

curry laksa. $13.60

salem cigs. $30

checks bottom. $25

spot bloomers by peter a. $59

densen dolls $17.99

singlet $15

elle mapherson lingerie $153

they made me me.

people i wanna thank.

1. mikey.

i love you alot.

the love you've showered me. i cant repay.

they mean alot to me.

life has never been this great.

sayang.

2. josh.

interesting person.

my psychiatrist as well.

advices that makes so much sense? hehe.

3. ben.

always been there for me.

someone that i really love talking to.

my psychiatrist no. 2.

without him i'd be insane by now

4. wan ling.

a shopping partner.

and by karaoke buddy.

been there for me.

been there for her.

a sweet girl.

jus true pure friendship.

5. liz.

my perception towards her?

it was a misunderstanding when we were younger.

she's actually nice after all.

helpful and understanding.

my lesbian partner on the dance floor.

6. ting.

how could i forget this girl.

so interesting.

words cant even describe her.

she is what i call an independent and tough chick.

7. su en.

my cousin.

my sleepin partner.

she knows me so well.

i've always loved her.

missing her.

8. suting.

my sister.

she's grown up.

sweet on the outside.

beautiful on the inside.

i love her.

my dad.

i love him so much.

i've always wanted a husband like him.

i feel so grateful.

mom.

she's gone thru shit.

all cause of me.

but i do love her.

i'm just naughty.

say yang.

can never forget this guy.

he's just so true.

so pure at heart.

9. ppl in sydney.

kenny. thanks for that night. someone playful but yet he has his mature side.

eric. he's just too nice.

kenneth. great person. big heart.

cheng ling. being here for me? hehe. you say wan ah..

gino. been on and off close to him. but i know he's a great guy.
foony.
my roomie.
the girl who can talk alot at night.

dress up time!

birthday boy.

girl from harajuku.

theme: rojak.

wee li.

bang* bang*

my feel: m and above by ayumi hamasaki

kenneth's birthday. turnin' 21.

was a great nite.

vicky baked the cake.

was good.

was a costume party.

went dressing like some girl from harajuku.

there were so many characters.

ppl went dressing from cow girl to teacher, pirates, gangsters, yakuza, nerds, school girls.

creative ya.

most of our costumes were from hot dollar.

cheap and good.

kenneth was stripped down to his underwear.

forced him to wear the new red boxer eric and kenny bought.

hot sot!

hehe..

he looked cute.

had so much fun tonight.

if only my friends back home were here.

always wanted a party like this.

loved it.

i'm missing mikey alot.

alot as in alot.

everything's quite awesome for us.

am loving him like i've never loved before.

great boy fren.

my best friend.

my chi mui.

my everything.

i never regret.

i love him most ;)

food&wine fest

raspberry tart.

big sized. her boobs can practically suffocate me :)

he's too cute ;)

food & wine fair.

fair for the AIDS trust of aussie land.

a dad and his son.

that was what i took jus now.

with their permission as well.

cud not resist the baby.

he just look like a pretty lil' porcelain doll.

good food. great variety. top restaurants. reasonable price.

was worth it.

was good shit.

but there was one thing.

the flies. fucked up pest.

them gettin close to you and they'll just stay there.

heavy bottoms of theirs make them lazy.

stressing with my assignment right now.

vicky may join us for dinner.

and am so looking forward to kenneth's birthday.

cant wait to dress up.

no theme for the costume party.

meaning the freedom to wear shit.

but nah! gonna wear somethin.

short circuit.

for the past two days, shopping therapy.

bought a pair of wedges and boots from zu.

$70 and $100 each.

shoppin with kenny and foon.

tried armani mania.

lovin' it.

dinner at takeru.

fucked my friend today for not letting me smoke.

walked home straight.

din take me long to cool.

went to 3 wise monkey to chill.

alamak.

short circuit again.

went to grab food after that.

called kenny to clarify.

started tearing. cibai.

kenny came. gave me a hug.

felt better after.

sook foon was drunk pula.

rewind. back to my artistic sense.

drew some something for my baby a couple days back.

was satisfying.

thought it looked okay.

i done alot of thinking about him.

will i stil be able to click like we use to?

have i changed since i've been here?

or has he changed?

how would i react when i see him?

will i feel akcward?

uhh. shud not be thinking too much.

it's freaking 7 plus a.m. and i'm bloody awake.

cibai.

kenny and the rest were over at my place after dinner.

we went over to vincent's for a smoke.

spotted vincent's katana.

decided to be creative with it.

was hilarious of kenny was being video camed by us.

as some lamer la.

but was good shit.

something for me to laugh at.

in need of humour nowadays.

stress' eating me up.

out again.

boy friend's like choppin' my head off.

y do i have to go out almost every week

to a pub? it kills him.

it makes him say cute things..

' dont play play i tell you or i'll burn your house down!

*chuckles*

21 october. cold. cloudy. rainy.

went out anyway.

shopped at qvb.

again vintage t. cud not help it la.

just bought it. 45 aussie.

went to a frens's sister's party.

had a second round.

headed for shark hotel.

xiao hui dressed as the opposite.

she/he looked hot.

dance our way till 2 plus a.m.

tiring but was productive though.

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the love issue.

love for fashion.

love for music.

vocal trance eases me.

ayumi rocks. she's so hot!

love for vintage.

couture. definite!

love for shades.

drawing never bores me.

always loved black hair.

love for mikey, my bunny.

love for hooker hoops.

lace freak.

love for photography.

boxer enthusiast.

sucker for love.

family's always my priority.

the love for my frens of course.

oriental. lovin'it.

my feel: Into a fantasy by c-base meets dj thoka.

been very oriental this month. alot of asian stuff goin on. haven't been login in due to our 'too

fast' connection..it kills. a page takes ages to load. let's see. we'll start with 6 oct.

had tanglung festival at the peak. my apartment.

great food. great people.

13 october.

we went to the tanglung food fair at hyde park for dinner.

fairly great number of people.

was lining up for some thai food. when, um.

i almost blacked out again. was drenched in cold sweat

had problem breathing. and all thanks to gino and eric.

they were there to help me. or..

i would have died there seconds ago.

wasted my 8 aussie pad thai. could not eat.

lucky that i was okay when we were home.

kenny cb and leng were playing with my favourite soft toys.

made a video of them fucking. taht was cute *giggles*

14 october.

Yokoso Japan! Japanese fest at tumbaloong.

was bloody hot that day. the same fun people again.

was there scoping for jap chicks and hunks.

nah. i still love mikey. *wink*

not much japs around. weather was nuts man.

were just hangin around there

took interesting shots as usual. gosh.

was a blast. kenny cb looks hot in my new shades.

um. but he self proclaimed that he looked like

david bekham.

16 october.

the troop headed for chinta ria.

regarded as temple of love.

malaysian food at last.

food was good shit.

comes at a great price as well.

cause our eric works there.

eventually got desserts and the rice discounted.

enjoyed anyway.

i wanna go again!

A thought. random.

was just talking to joy about doing some charity stuff.

she did mentioned a photographer, whom he has inspire many, the late kevin carter.

i went up the internet and read about him.

this was a picture taken during his field trip to africa.

and this was the bloody picture that actually lead him to committing suicide.

it was this picture that has won him numerous award.

when asked upon what happened to the girl whom he took picture of he never did know..

that was the turning point in his life.

the picture sort of haunted him.

he felt bad and he probably thought too much...

god.

Up the whole night, baby!

up an ready for charlie chan's after hours of chilling with sook foon on bed. met aivee, michael and jeff


just about an hour plus and look. gosh. am not a drinker. but hard core smoker. dieded!!

was a slumber. aivee came over for the night. her boy fren was dead asleep. stayed up and talked cock till fucking 7 plus in the morning for dim sum.called shannel along. went to the one at capitol but was closed, so our next option was the one at market city. cibai! closed as well. ended up at..

.:. gloria .:.

stopped by at darling harbor . took this picture. makes me miss home. daddy. mummy. ting.

my mind's off again. thinking bout you, baby. *giggles*

above all, love.

"love is daily, mutual exchange of value," by Denis Waitley.

my precious piece.

i'm just missing him, the current love.

never can i stop bragging about him.

the good sense. the bad.

someone whom i've been with for a year and a lil'.

amazing journey.

never imagined life would turn out such a bomb.

like any other relationships.

ours' went through the same.

but probably a little more bumpy.

i've heard of his infamous stories but he has proven himself worthy.

it was him who brought me back to life at one point when i was at my lowest.

making me believe in so many things,

and the most important, to love again.

unique. amazing someone to have cross my path.

thanks baby.

i love you more than anything.